Back again

I walk back to the place that have always been my home, I just didn't accepted it! But here I am! Back to the darkness, back at the shadows that took me in! I drawn with the flood of my misery and I'm lost. Looking around, trying to find my way, but there isn't such a thing for me. I wasn't suppose to be here, nor anywhere!
This! Isn't what I dreamed of, these aren't the roads I should follow...
The tears are dry! The water is bitter!
There is no longer an answer for me.
I got back, and can't set free!