
quarta-feira, 6 de maio de 2009
Aqui...

domingo, 3 de maio de 2009
This is it...

This is the story of my life… A storm all the time, the restless rain coming down on me, burning my eyes…
I could start with a “once upon a time”, but this isn’t a fairy tale, there won’t be an “and they lived happily ever after”, there’s no such a thing as eternal happiness. That’s not my story, not my life! I can always start a fight, but it becomes endless, I always lose control. Days go by and I feel I’m still standing because I can no longer fall! Days go by and I look the same, but deep in my eyes I can see, the storm is just about to get worse, the storm is just about to get the worst! I look at the horizon and the light seems different, the colors aren’t vivid anymore!
The darkness approaches my eyes, I try to repel it, but it’s becoming stronger, so much stronger than my own strength. I’m fighting myself to not give up, but I’m already getting on my knees. I look out the window, I just want to be gone, so far, as far as the eye can see. The emptiness touches my soul and I feel cold, I freeze, I can’t scream, my voice got stuck in the shadows, It can’t be heard no more. Now the words that come out my leaps don’t seem like mine, the sound I heard from my throat isn’t natural, I’m getting caught by something I cannot explain, that cannot be seen, that no one else feels, but still, it’s here, and it saw me, and it won’t give me in… every time I get to be alone, it moves closer, I almost can feel it’s breath, I’ll end up losing myself, but not without struggling.
quinta-feira, 23 de abril de 2009

Olho no espelho e nao reconheço nem o rosto, nem o olhar... não sou...
Perseguem-me as sombras dos objectos cadentes, ocultos nos raios de sol, fictícios da madrugada.
Cavo uma sepultura eterna, deito-me aguardando que o sol se ponha, e nao procuro mais!
Back again

This! Isn't what I dreamed of, these aren't the roads I should follow...
The tears are dry! The water is bitter!
There is no longer an answer for me.
I got back, and can't set free!
segunda-feira, 23 de março de 2009
Sonho

Olhei no teu olhar turvo
Morte que te aproximas distante
Segui teus passos negros
E fugi na noite
Ao longe aviste o luar
De mil cores pintado
Libertando o aroma do vazio
Misturando-se num negro doentio
De solidão...
Lágrimas libertaram-se dos meus olhos
Num flamejar de esperança
Desfeita pela desilusão
Cantei!
Cantei e ao cantar descobri
Senti
Senti-te envolveres-me
Tocar em meu rosto
Minha face apagada
Pegares-me na mão
Como se de porcelana se tratasse
Vi em teus olhos a certeza
Vi em teus olhos a dúvida
A alegria, a tristeza
A vida, a morte, a súplica!!
Que te gritei
Morte que caminhas lenta
Com um corpo de rocha feito
Senti teu cheiro pestilento
Tuas mão viscosas de carne viva
Passares as mão pelo meu corpo nú
Penetrares no meu olhar
O teu olhar mortífero
Prenderes-me com correntes de fogo
Queimando-me a pele
Branca e leve
Querendo fazer-me
Beber do teu sangue
Veneno que queima
Corrosivo para a vida
Gritei!...
...Acordei.
1999domingo, 22 de março de 2009

Another day gone by, without an answer... Powerless I feel... I hear the storm coming back again, and I know I'll drown with the flood.
Pain and anguish rise up from the ground, and I know, I'm still here!
Trying to prof myself wrong!
Those aren't the lies I needed to hear... surviving against a whole world of disappointment...
sexta-feira, 20 de março de 2009
Lonely
